Nova's Diary: Part 22

I'b starting to think this whole plague thing is changing me.....For the better..In my own opinion..Others say "You're different" or "You're such a dick now"...well....the second one more then anything..But I'll be damned if they're right! My life has changed for the better! Well.....a lot of things are better...some more then others....But one thing that changed for me....Is that I'm not the same bitchy snob I was before...I feel better...different..Less...stupid...does that make any sence? Fuck it! I don't care anymore. I just don't give a fuck. or half of one! Let me explain why I love the....new...me...I just feel better! I feel like I can do anything...I also know that it'll blow up in my fucking face but then again. I don't give a rats ass! I'm at my best! I'm the prime of my goddamn youth. And I'm using that little detail to my benefit..Example. It's been 3 weeks. In that time I hung out with the mentals more then normal. Beara's grandmother died so we did what any normal teenagers would do to cope with the death of a loved one....we got illegaly fucked  up. Scorch knows some dude in west Fillydelphia that judges my money not age....real nice guy. Sure it was a stupid thing but fuck. We went anyways.....Me or Scorch didn't drink. We just...watched...as Beara got patheticly hammered.....
"I just," Beara said more wasted then a rat "I just fucking love you guys"
"We uh....we love you too big guy" Scorch said a little freaked out
The funny thing here is. Beara's 15. So that puts him 3 years under legal drinking age. Well, in we Fillydelphia...So he's not use to drinking. So it's normal for him to get....wasted so quickly....But like normal we can't go to a public place without some asshole being an asshole.
"Well look at this" Some puke yellow earth pony said trotting in the door "It's Scorch and his band of fuck wads."
"Well look what the cat dragged back from the gay bar" Scorch said
"What'd you just say to me you little punk?" The guy got in Scorch's face
"You heard me bitch!" Scorch yelled
The guy punched Scorch right in the jaw sending him down
"Anyone else want some?" The guy asked
"Well since there are 3 of us and 1 of you-" I said tackling him. I could feel Scorch had gotten up and joined in. So did Beara....It took us a good 5 minutes to get kicked out.
We decided to go for a small walk around. Mainly because we live out of town. And we live in a part where everypony knows everypony. So if we got caught with a drunken Beara. My step-parents would find out....so quickly...So we walked around the slums of Fillydelphia until Beara got sober enough to say his own goddamn name.
"Shit man," Beara said "Sorry for um...."
"Getting wasted?" Scorch joked
"Yeah." Beara said "I'm never drinking again"
Me and Scorch both fell to the ground laughing
"That's like-, That's like scorch saying he's going to stop fucking Neon!" I yelled laughing
"Fuck off light!" He said laughing
Sometime after that we started the trot back to Beara's... We slipped him past his mother who...probably wouldn't care if he was wasted anyways. And then down to the basement.
Another thing that I did with the mentals was go to a school social event. Witch fucking sucked! I had to keep my hood on to keep everypony mentioning the X or the red eye. The event was just an afterschool thing about bullying and shit. And something that I found funny was that the jocks were there. Okay, so at our school your one of the following. "Jocks, Nerds, Freaks, Emo's (This was me for a while), Sluts, Geeks (basicly the nerds but more fun to be around), Goths, Punks, Normal (if you aren't one of the other types), and last but not least....the outcasts."
There are a lot of different groups of outcasts.
There are the ones we use to call the savages....then they shot up the school about a month or so ago.
There are the solo outcasts. Neon was one of them before she became friends with us.
The Mentals. Yes, the mentals are an official group of outcasts!
There are some other groups but they don't matter...
Anyways, the reason I found it funny the jocks showed is because they're the biggest assholes in west- No no no! In all of Fillydelphia. Why? Because the school literally treats them like gods! They get free lunch, they can cut class, bully, do whatever the fuck they want and not get punished. And if you get caught talking about one behind their backs you get a good week of ISD! Why? Because they're the fucking kings of the school. Did I also mention they get their grades changed? No joke. I overheard the principe telling the teachers the changed grades! So Beara came up with an Idea to get back at them.
"So hear me out" He said "The jocks have there own little goody stand"
"Yeah," Scorch said "And?"
"I say we spike their drinks." Beara smiled
"Beara," Scorch said "It was hard enough handling you when you were piss drunk a few days back. How are we supost to handle them?"
"That's just the thing," Beara smiled "We don't. We let them slop around and maybe hurt ponies."
"so?" I asked "They already do that."
"Yeah," He said "But there are cops here. They'll do something about it"
"Good point Nova," Acid said "And nice tags"
"Thanks." I smiled.
So like planned. Scorch and I distracted the brutes
"Hey ya roid monkeys!" Scorch yelled at the Jocks
"What'd you call us Skyfire?!" The jock yelled at Scorch
"You heard you you riddle rats!" Scorch said in a mocking tone
"Scorch," I said smirking "Don't be so harsh on 'em. I mean after all how could they help being a bunch of virgins?"
Fun fact: I'm a virgin. Scorch isn't...well...I don't think he is.
"Oh hell no!" The jock said "Lets waste these fuck tards!"
"Well look at the time" I smiled running the other direction. They followed......The plan was in action!
They somehow got the better of us and pinned us in a corner. it was 5 on 2. One of the fuckers had a wooden bat!
Some ponies said that ponies with the plague acted like animals....And what happens when you pin an animal in a corner? They go ape shit!
The jock with the bat ran at me from behind....I felt him coming....One of them also bolted at me from the front. Irony...As the second swung I ducked making him hit the jock infront of me knocking him out. While the one behind me was realizing what he did I snatched the bat and slammed it in his head so hard the damn thing broke leaving a jagged end to it.
I felt my eye begin to....burn...just a little bit...
"ANYPONY ELSE?!" I yelled "Come on! WHO WANTS TO FUCK WITH THE ORPHAN NOW?! WHAT?! THE EMO NOT AS FUCKING WEAK AS YOU THOUGHT?! I don't need magic to fucking fight you pushovers!".
As I looked around I saw a red pony in the distance...leaning up agends a tree...it was Saraph....He was just watching....While paying attention to him I didn't notice one of the other jocks started after me.....Scorch made quick work of him. It left us at a fair 2 on 2....Just to rile them up more I dropped the bat....Just to let them know I don't need it. And the best part is.....I didn't....I'd lost control of what I was doing right as the first punch was thrown. The two ran at us...I waited......Right as they got right at us I tackled at the jock...and when I say "Tackle at" I mean I jumped at him and started punching....just unleashing what anger I had.....The feeling.....ever since I got the plague I've had the feeling. The same feeling I'd unleashed on Scorch so long ago.....It was so new...so different...so....scary....Now I lived with it! Countless rage....anger....I kind of enjoyed it.....just being able to let loose on anyone who deserves it...It's pure power......The jock went down in a matter of seconds.....The other one behind him....was stopped dead in his tracks.....Then I noticed something....somewhere....in the fight....my hood came down...My eye was exposed along with the X......
"If you know what's good for you," I said "You'll forget all of this happened"
"If they asked what happened," Scorch said enjoying the victory "Say you tripped....down some stairs.."
"O-okay!" He said....what i find funny is that he's going to probably forget this even happened....They normally do....They tend to forget when a pony half their size gets the better of them.....Beara had long since spiked there drinks and they ended up getting wasted and looking like morons. There was one more...fucking awesome thing that happened to..It involves Jay......And an amazing date....I have Jay in my 5th period. I was talking to her in class and we aranged another movie date (since the first one blew). It was cut of by the Math teacher yelling at us then lecturing us making us late for lunch.....normal for her to do that I might add...Anyways, we met up at the movies and the only movie that wasn't sold out was some corny chick flick. I'd rather be fucked by a Blood Dragon! But....we had no other option. It was watch this or go home.....so we went into the movie....About a quarter through the movie this happened
"This movie fucking sucks" I whispered to her.
"I know" She said "I'm so freaking bored..."
...about 3 minutes after she said that I leaned toward her a little
"Um.." She blushed
"Hm?" I asked
"Nothin'" She whispered blushing
"Hey Jay?" I asked
"Yeah" She whispered
I'm not sure why but at that moment I grabbed and kissed Jay
"Nova!" She blushed
"Somethin' wrong?" I smirked
"Well....Maybe a warning first?!" She blushed more
"Okay, Warning" I said kissing her again
"Dude!" She blushed again "What's gotten into you?!"
"Well," I said "I don't know."
"Well....Calm down!" She said "Or I'll calm you down myself"
"Another kiss will be a good way to calm me down" I smirked leaning towards her again. We probably pissed off anypony who was trying to watch the movie...but I don't care.
"No!" She said
"Fine..." I ignored her and did it again....
"Nova!" She said blushing. She sounded like she was embarrassed, mad, and I think she giggled a bit to....."I'm going to snap your freaking neck"
"Would you rather watch the movie?" I asked
"Well!" She began to say "This movie is pretty stupid"
"Yeah.." I said
"But I'm still not making out with you." She said
"You don't have to make out with me" I smirked
"Good" She said
"I'll make out with you" I said
"Oh my god" She chuckled "You're not giving up are you?"
"Nope." I smirked again
"Fine..." She said giving up.... When I leaned in for the kiss she smacked me on the side of the head "Watch the damn movie!". She was laughing so I'm guessing she was having fun..I think. I hope....Because right I after that I kissed her again. I did it more or less just to piss her off then anything else....but....she didn't punch me in the nose this time....Well...not instantly.....It took about half a minute before she pushed me away. When she pushed me I faked falling on the ground....
"Oh crap" She said laughing "You okay?"
"Fine!" I said holding my hoof up for her to help me up.....when she grabbed my hoof...it was the worse mistake she'd made. I pulled her down to the ground with me.
"Dammit dude!" She laughed punching me in the arm "knock it off!"
"Fine." I smiled.....It was a um....odd relationship.......We have more fun doing competitive stuff.....that she always finds a way to beat me at. We wrestle. She beat me at that. We boxed once...she beat me at that....We even hoof wrestled and she won at that! But.....it's better that way.....Whenever she wins she has the cutest smile....and then cutely says "YOU SUCK!" in my face......Real loving mare right there.....I'm kiddin' she's a good sport....Whenever she isn't playing agends me. She she plays agends me she always finds a way to screw me over. Like we were playing Ping pong for some reason, and I was doing pretty good. Right when the ball came to my side she yelled something to get my attention (I won't say what but she lied....). Well. I'm fed up with writing right now. I'll write more when something exiting happens...Witch is never....